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Personal Growth

Who built this anyway?

I didn’t.

I contributed. I worked hard to acquire the best education possible. Yet, virtually everything I know was first developed by someone else, and taught to me by someone else.

Today, I’m a talented, experienced small business banker. I still remember the person who hired me in my first position as a Disaster Assistance Loan Officer for FEMA. I remember each person who hired me for each position I held thereafter, including the one I hold now.

The most impactful contributors to my career have been the borrowers who came to me for the financing they needed to rebuild their lives or achieve their goals.

I vividly recall the school teacher who lost his home and most of his possessions due to devastating floods that hit southern Georgia in 1994. He and his wife had been married for a few years and were expecting their first child. They had invested all of their savings in their modest home. There was no way on a teacher’s salary they could afford to rebuild their home and pay the existing mortgage. The Disaster Assistance Program offered a 30 year mortgage at the government’s cost (30 years fixed at 4% vs. Market rates of 10%) that financed the total reconstruction of the home, refinanced the existing mortgage, and replaced the destroyed personal property, all for less than the original mortgage payment. I was able to approve an exception to policy to lower their final payment because their original mortgage payment was half of their monthly earnings. When I told the borrower what I was able to approve, he cried. I’m crying now just thinking about it.

In 2015, I had a borrower who came to me for financing to buy 5 Domino’s Pizza franchises in Arkansas. The borrower had no significant collateral to secure the loan but was offering his life’s savings as the down payment. This borrower had started working at one of the Domino’s stores as a pizza delivery man twenty year ago. He worked his way up to shift manager, then store manager, then larger store manager, and finally general manager of all 5 stores. The franchise owner was retiring and wanted to sell his stores to his best employee. I never met this borrower personally, and he never met me. But people like him are why I became a banker. His was the proudest loan of my career.

No, I didn’t build this.

All the people who paved the way for me; All the people who taught me; All the people who believed in me; All the people who hired me; And all the borrowers who gave me the opportunity to provide financing…together we built this.

How about you?

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Politics

Let freedom ring!

I am a free man.

Today, I awoke to a beautiful Saturday morning.

I am free to make this day all it can be; To get in my car and drive in any direction; To visit my family and friends; To strengthen my body with exercise and nutritious food.

In truth, I am free to go as far as my bank account and credit cards will allow me to go. My bills are paid, and I have a few hundred dollars left in my budget to spend before I get paid next Friday. But I won’t get paid next Friday if I don’t show up to work on Monday. Therefore, I am free from now through Sunday.

I am free to choose my vocation, if I accept the compensation will set the boundaries of my freedom and the freedom of my family.

I am free to live anywhere I want, if I can pay the cost to live there.

If I get sick, I am free to see any doctor or seek any treatment I can afford to pay for.

In other words, I am a free* man.

And yet, I’m one of the lucky ones.

*subject to my capacity to earn money.

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Personal Growth

Why love matters…

Has time ever stopped for you?

Your mind was quiet. What’s next didn’t matter. You even forgot where you were. And for a moment, you almost felt boundless.

It didn’t have to be a romantic moment. It could have happened any where. The one compelling feature was the capture of at least one of your senses. But in that moment, you only felt connected to someone…to some thing…and in that instant nothing else mattered.

Then life began again. The noise returned. Yesterday defined tomorrow without consideration for today. And the serenity you felt in that instant receded just beyond your reach.

Modernity deceives us into believing…doing breeds fulfillment. Yet actual experience teaches us… being is our ultimate experience. Consider the last time you felt abundant fulfillment. Regardless of the reasons that led to your ultimate satisfaction, you only realized it when you stopped, and let it soak all the way in.

In that moment you felt love. There is no happier feeling than when we suspend our busy lives and connect with the world that surrounds us.

Inversely, every other moment is defined by our preternatural loneliness, disguised as boredom, or listlessness, or anxiety…

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Politics

Where from here?

I have deep empathy for the realization that political affiliation is pointless in a system of rigged elections and mass disinformation. In my view, the underlying cause is our American values. The highest aspiration of American life is to achieve financial independence…to perfect the practice of accumulating wealth to ourselves. Like most phenomena, self-interest and free market capitalism works within a range of activity, and fails to work as intended beyond that range.

Historically, the institutions of government and the media have facilitated necessary corrections when concentrations of wealth and power exceeded the effective range. Over the last 45 years (Google “Lewis Powell memo”), the investment class contributed a material portion of their earnings to co-opt universities (research for commerce over scholarship), government (lobbying and Supreme Court packing – Powell was appointed to the Supreme Court by President Nixon in 1972), and media (conversion of news independent of entertainment to news as entertainment – spin over information) to prevent the correction that would have happened after the financial crash of 2008. The Obama recovery has locked in severe financial inequality, effectively accelerating the already dangerous siphoning of income from working-class and middle-class Americans.

In the absence of healthy institutions, we, the People, are all that is left to bring about the change we need. While much has been written about the need for us to look past the manipulation that distracts us, I encourage our search to go deeper to challenge the values we hold as truth.

The investment class are advancing their interests by any means necessary, which encourages each of us to do the same. We must resist this urge, and come to the realization that the best way to advance our self-interest is to fully serve and support our common interest.

It is a fact of modern life that we as individuals survive, thrive, and even suffer, primarily based on the actions of other people. The interdependence of humanity is our defining strength. We cannot reach the full potential of our physical, emotional and spiritual selves if we don’t honor our natural interdependence on each other.

This is the way forward.

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Personal Growth

Fortunate One…

President Kennedy was right. “Our problems are man-made. Therefore, they can be solved by man.”

As we consider all the problems effecting our lives, let our consideration start with ourselves. What about our situation, our values, and our choices are contributing to the problems we see? For me, most of my choices have been consumed with providing for myself and my family. And as I look back over my life, I realize how much pride and satisfaction I experienced when I achieved success. Yet, with each success, I foreclosed the same opportunity for every person who didn’t get hired or competed but failed to close the big deal. I’m familiar with their misery because I too have been defeated on many occasions.

My takeaway is something is deeply wrong with people having to compete to provide for themselves and their families. The competition is inherently unfair because our access to education and skill development is tied to the randomness of birth. Therefore, our success in the competition of life is more driven by luck than talent or hard work. My pride in providing for my family is a celebration of good fortune at the expense of others. As I am confronted by the problems resulting from the accumulated misfortune, I must own my contribution and do something about it.

The first step of fundamental change is realizing where you stand is no longer acceptable. But if not here, then where?

Good fortune is a function of this life no matter what we do. Some people are healthier, stronger, faster, possess greater aptitude for learning, etc. For people who are fortunate, the opportunity to make great contributions to society are likely. But good fortune should not determine our ability to provide for ourselves and our families. There is no honor in denying the less fortunate the resources they need, especially when we possess the technology and resource capacity to sustainably provide for all of humanity.

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Social Evolution

Dying from survival…

You know what I mean. To spend each day doing whatever you must to keep the lights on…to make sure your family is safe…to hold it all together for one more day. Dying from survival is allowing your soul to fade slowly away from lack of fulfillment…void of purpose…resigned to the task of pushing your bolder up that damn hill again, and again.

To what end?

There is more to this life than stacking coins of security. Remember when you didn’t even know about the grind? Yes, we were all young…dreaming about life before obligations. Actually feeling moments of happiness, unencumbered by responsibility.

That you still exists. This is who we are supposed to be. Our life fulfilled by reaching toward our aspirations; Unhindered by hunger or thirst or illness or lack of opportunity.

Our restoration resides beyond this paradigm we know all too well. The moment we stop living to stack coins is the moment we reclaim our true destiny…and recover the wellspring of our humanity.

We did not evolve to only survive.

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Social Evolution

What if…

Remember playing “what if” as a child? What if you had a million dollars? What if you could live forever? I used to spend a lot of time day dreaming about what if. Today, as I consider my life, I now wonder what if my life was free from the constraints of money. The more I think about the impact money has on my life, the more I realize I am a slave to the need for money.

Virtually everything I know, everything I do, everywhere I go, everything I eat, and everywhere I sleep…is all determined by money. It has always been this way.

Yet in many ways, I’m a very blessed man. I was born and raised in the richest country in the world. I was provided a fantastic private school education. I entered my adulthood at a time when opportunities were opening to aspiring adults from an expanding range of ethnic, racial, and gender backgrounds. My chosen career came from amongst a wide range of choices, informed by extensive access to our accumulated knowledge. Despite all of these advantages, virtually every choice I have made was a function of money.

What if we all were free to make choices not constrained by the need for money? Let that thought sink in.

Imagine being born in a world where global resources were managed to maximize sustainability and minimize waste. Technology and innovation are deployed to produce the best products and services based on the accumulation of human knowledge. Automation is maximized to provide all the mundane, repetitive processes and services necessary for modern life, freeing each of us to focus our energies on pursuing our highest vocational aspirations. Every person would have access to a comprehensive education where the goal is scholarship not wealth. In such a world, a virtuous life would be measured by how each of us contribute to the well being of all of us.

Sounds like Utopia? Actually, this is what freedom feels like. Free people are empowered to reach their full potential. Slaves are constrained from reaching their full potential for the benefit of their masters. As we examine our lives today, how many of us can truly say we are free?

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Politics

The first step toward the future…

There comes a point in every life when you first suspect something you always knew to be true may not be. For me, this moment was long in coming. Like the faintest whisper in a dark room, I have felt for some time my core American values that have defined my life were hollow and untrue. Yet it has only been in the last year or so that I fully realized why.

To understand my journey, I must reveal a bit of my story. I was raised by an amazing woman who invested her time and resources into her two sons. Growing up in the Bronx (NY), she worked two jobs to send us to 12 years of the best Catholic education available in New York. We both graduated from the prestigious Cardinal Spellman High School (Justice Sotomayor graduated from Spellman in 1972). After high school, I served four years active duty in the US Army. President Reagan was my Commander in Chief and General Colin Powell was my V Corp commander while I served as a member of NATO in Germany.

After my enlistment, I attended college in Texas and graduate school in Connecticut, before serving a one-year stint as a Lead Disaster Assistance Loan Officer in FEMA for the Northridge Earthquake disaster. For the last 22 years, I have worked as a financial services professional, primarily as a small business banker.

During most of my youth, I was a registered democrat, changing in 1998 to a registered republican, only to change again to a registered independent by 2004. I have participated in one political campaign as a Surrogate Speaker for Matt Salmon (R) when he ran for Arizona Governor in 2002 (we lost to Janet Napolitano). I voted for Barack Obama in 2008 and 2012, and for the first time in my life, I voted for the Green party candidate, Dr. Jill Stein, for President in 2016. For most of my life, I have been a true patriot who believed in serving a cause bigger than myself. The virtues of independence, individual liberty, limited government, and the pursuit of happiness have defined my life.

Yet in retrospect, I see the signs of my discontent starting in 1971 with the famous Powell memorandum, a call to arms for Corporate America to contribute a material portion of their earnings to the cause of transforming the government, academic scholarship, and the media to the advancement of corporate interests. By 1987, the glorification of corporate interest found popular expression in the motion picture “Wall Street”, where Gordon Gekko proudly proclaimed “Greed is good.”

Then in 1992, we elected a smooth-talking man of the people from Hope, Arkansas, who presented a new pro-business, socially liberal democrat. During Bill Clinton’s tenure, he led the Congress to ratify NAFTA, signed federal welfare reform, the 1994 crime bill, and as a parting present repealed Glass-Steagall and deregulated complex financial instruments. All these measures proved to be devastating for poor, working, and middle class Americans, and enormously beneficial for corporate interests.

In November 2000, we elected an encore named George W. Bush, who fully monetized the military industrial complex. President Bush codified the predicate for permanent war with the concepts of “pre-emptive war” and the “war on terror”.  Tax cuts in 2001 and 2003 coupled with the Medicare Part D bonanza for the Pharmaceutical industry, produced an economy where business was booming through 2006. Wall Street’s mortgage back security con, made legal by Bill Clinton in 1999, blew up the global residential real estate market by 2008. And to the rescue came Barack Obama, Nancy Pelosi, and Congressional democrats who joined Bush in bailing out the corporate interests, while millions of Americans lost their homes, jobs, and retirement savings.

Eight years of Obama, two with total democratic control, and all we have to show for it is this stupid tee shirt saying “Yes we can!”. Little did I know the back of the shirt says “I always draw the short straw no matter what major political party I support.” As I said, “this moment of truth was long in coming.” Now where from here?

The American electorate has woken up. In 2016, republican primary voters rejected establishment republicans and general election voters rejected the ultimate democratic establishment politician. Our national tragedy was not offering the American electorate a credible non-establishment option. Democratic Party shenanigans, exposed by WikiLeaks, the Russians, and others, prevented Senator Sanders from being the credible non-establishment option. Instead, we are now led by an owner of the establishment politicians the electorate had soundly rejected. Corporate interests are now the government. Hereafter, there will be no one else to blame for the accelerating siphoning of wealth from middle and working class Americans to the uber wealthy.

The only question remaining is whether the deeply disgruntled, ethnically, regionally, faithfully, and racially divided American electorate will see past the divide and conquer strategy of corporate interest and finally identify the cause of our American nightmare.

None of us prosper by our efforts alone. Money, no matter how much you accumulate, won’t support your life if our natural resources are depleted through waste and gluttony. The time to rethink the virtue of the invisible hand is now. Reconsider your defining values. And in doing so, take your first step toward the future.

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Economics Social Evolution

The day after the financial crash…

We have been there before. October 30th, 1929…October 20th, 1987…September 30th, 2008. On these days we had as much food on the shelves of our stores as we did the day before. We had as many suitable homes capable of sheltering us from harsh weather. We still had jobs and meaningful work to do. What changed?

The financial markets were desperately short of money. The availability and quality of resources that made our lives worth living had been unaffected. But the severe shortage of cash led over time to the devastating waste of enormous resources, destroyed by neglect. Crops shriveled in the fields; the assembly line stopped producing products; homes were abandoned; jobs were lost; savings were lost; marriages were destroyed; broad access to higher education was eliminated; All because money was in too few hands. Consider for a moment that we destroyed billions of dollars worth of homes in America in the residential real estate collapse of 2007-2009…all due to abandonment caused by a shortage of money.

Money has become a surrogate for resources. If you have money, you can access resources. And if you lose your money, your access to resources are taken away. The thing is…money is not resources. Money is a totally arbitrary way to determine access to resources. Would any of us have the money and therefore the access to resources we have if we were born to the lowest caste in India? Or to a single impoverished mother in rural Appalachia? Yet we compound the randomness of birth with the use of money as a surrogate for resources to determine who is able to reach their full potential.

Given this reality, who amongst the fortunate can honestly claim they earned the privilege they enjoy at the expense of the less fortunate? In the parable of Lazarus and the rich man, we are all the rich man. According to the Worldwatch Institute, 12% of the world’s population living in North America and Western Europe accounts for 60% of private consumption spending, while the one-third living in South Asia and sub-Saharan Africa accounts for only 3.2%. Our disproportionate consumption of global resources creates the conditions for mass deprivation of billions of people, few of which have the opportunity to reach their full potential.

The system of global economics that produce these inhumane conditions is not sustainable. We are experiencing resource depletion, destabilization of political institutions, a global refugee crisis involving mass migration to more fortunate countries, radicalized populations fueling global terrorism, and the exploding addictions to drugs and alcohol as more and more people self-medicate to cope with the inadequacy of available choices to improve their lives.

Our choice is clear: change to a full access, sustainable, resource management based, global economy, or degrade into a modern dystopia where fewer resources are available to sustain fewer people.

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Economics

When money no longer exists…

What separates you and me from the Walton family, Bill Gates, Warren Buffet, and every extremely wealthy person on the planet? Cash…specifically, the huge accumulation of cash. And with their huge accumulation of cash comes influence and control over an extraordinary portion of our finite resources.

Now imagine an economy where money no longer exists. We no longer compete to accumulate cash in order to access the resources we need to sustain ourselves and our families. If we all have the same claim on our finite resources, we all have an interest to make sure our access provides for a high quality, mutually fulfilling, and sustainable living condition. Individual accumulation of resources is no longer necessary because everyone will have all the resources we can use to reach our full potential.

From our birth, we will have full access to the complete body of human knowledge. We will be free to pursue our educational passions and select our vocations based solely on our highest aspirations. Human innovation is unleashed to the maximum potential because it is informed by the accumulation of human knowledge and unhindered by limited access to our finite resources. Since our quality of life will be a function of our total contributions, all of us will be motivated to add new contributions to improve our living conditions. Imagine how productive we each could be if we all worked in the field of our highest, well informed aspirations? But what about the wide range of mundane vocations necessary for modern living? This is the appropriate application for automated technology. By maximizing the use of automated technology to fulfill the myriad of mundane functions, each of us are free to turn our focus on the areas of our maximum contribution.

The latest innovations are no longer exclusive to those few who can afford to pay for it. All goods and services are provided to the highest level of quality and efficiency in order to maximize our contribution to our mutual well-being and minimize waste.

A successful life will no longer be measured by who accumulates more resources to themselves, but by who contributes most to the quality of life of the global community.